Its not that i never knew it!
radiant with self - conceit,
that smug smile of yours,
vain with the knowledge.
You and me, we were Eternity.
And between us flowed eternity.
And I lied! you fortified.
You believed! I denied.
"Mean!", I said appalled.
You resisted, "impractical."
Pride waged a war
but Vanity stood tall.
Pride whined away
but there was no fall.
just waste,desentisization.
just silent retaliation.
love was tomorrow.
the wait? Too hollow!
The nights were despair,
they never ceased to follow.
That knowing smile of yours,
that wicked, alluding chimera.
those sniffled tears, that era.
yes! you changed me! Sincera

Troubled...

Have u ever been through this?? This feeling of being satisfied with life...and burdened with the knowledge that your satisfaction is only skin deep....Of being with people who love u...n yet feeling unloved....Those moments when you know just the right thing you should be doing...but you are still looking... Those nights when you are dying to spend time with yourself....begging yourself to speak to you...tell u what it wants....n u keep wandering....Doing the rounds...have u ever missed yourself in You???